i 'm just like the guy in this video,
-  to be undeniably good to you.
- to continuosly wipe your tears 
- to be there waiting even when your love has never faded for the someone who once left you.


...
just some reflections, because the guy very poor thing, pity him,pity me.

I MISS YOU BADLY.

i'm just thinking of the last time
- you called me silly.
- we had dinner.
- we talked.
- i saw you.
- i got an sms from you.

i'm hoping to
- have dinner with you.
- go fishing with you.
- go out with you.

went for steamboat last night,
then some drinks,
felt so bad when I was drinking on a Sunday night,
he sounded disappointed with me....


today, serious shit.
only 2 in a team.
that was like a WOW.
worse of all, there's ut and i didn't even study.
but i think i'll do okay!

as for him, really regretted telling him...
hmmm, i was really afraid of this...
it did happen...i hate this feeling...
maybe i wasn't up to that....
i had a lot of thoughts bottled up....
i just need a reason for the feelings i have.
struggling over it...i want to get out of this...

school tmr,
best thing...i can't sleep...

maybe in time, you change your mind...

today got to go home halfway, got to go back to sch tmr
went out with him just now...
supposed to have dinner at tamp 1 foodcourt...
his parents called to say wanna go giant foodcourt eat.
we ate ban mian
saw something like cockcroach leg in dad's youmian
and we all stop eating...
next went on to giant to shop
have loads of fun :)
i miss him a lot!! :)
can see he tired.
hope he rest well.


-everyday, i find myself falling for u, more & more

i forgot to blog on this important fact:

I LOST MY HP.



can't wait for payday tmr...
next thing, e26c got H1N1...
and i'm still going sch tmr....
the thing i'm thinking of is...
just hope it doesn't affect me & family, and classmate
& also him, his classmates and family
i hope everyone will be fine!!   :)


am saving up to get myself another phone
am loving him to tiny winy bits
am losing interest in sch
am losing interest in work as well

WHY I LOVE<3 HIM MORE...& MORE...
1. He holds my hand so I don't fall.
2. He meets me late in the night even when he's tired.
3. He is truthful to me.
4. I like the way he calls me "girl"
5. He's tall & I'm short.
6. His hugs are priceless to me.
7. I cherish every moment with him, he makes me feel I'm that lucky girl, to be his...
8. I LOVE bus rides with him.
9. We got everything to talk, everything to share.
10. I get jealous when he talks about other girls...honest, i think i'm falling for him...

been long since i've made any post.
i've been busy recovering, almost done.
Wound recovered, scars still stays.
it just acts as a reminder for me.
to treat true friends the right way; to see through people.

i tried to move on.
i start to enjoy drinking a lot, alone.
and i prefer drinking alone.

well, the last best outing i had...yvonne's birthday!!

we had so much fun...drinking, laughing and teasing....

okay, got nothing better to do now.
had a chat with beloved jasmine like 2 days ago if i'm not wrong.
just happened to see her downstairs, really made me feel better.

went out for our favourite pizza hut meal again today with anan.
we had so much fun.and we made a bet...(*not gonna share it here.)

OMG, i was re-watching house of wax the entire day when i'm on bus and trains.
so addicted to it. i tell u, i'm still freaked out buy how things happened in the show. like so oh my god!

and i've got work in the morning later.
yep, not sleeping yet  :)
and i'm stuck onto facebook
i forgot to reply anan's msg-es.
how bad can i be?hahahahahha~!

and yah, planning to go cinema...
jeez....can't wait  for more exciting stuffs to happen~!!

it's been long since i updated. but still...i love the way it is.

i don't get it what's wrong.
nobody get it.
yah,nobody.

and for people who loves to destroy me.
good.u did it.

good saying, you lose something and you'll gain something.

i don't mind.all the things i go through,
it's only gonna make me better.
i realised my past mistakes.
and will never repeat them again.

i need to change. that is to be sincere.
and i realised, sacrifices are never needed.
people will never appreciate.
sincerity is needed.
if people feel it,they'll appreciate.
if people don't,i don't lose anything at all.