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mizzsee
23 August 2009 @ 04:34 am



i 'm just like the guy in this video,
-  to be undeniably good to you.
- to continuosly wipe your tears 
- to be there waiting even when your love has never faded for the someone who once left you.


...
just some reflections, because the guy very poor thing, pity him,pity me.

 
 
mizzsee
02 August 2009 @ 12:53 am
I MISS YOU BADLY.

i'm just thinking of the last time
- you called me silly.
- we had dinner.
- we talked.
- i saw you.
- i got an sms from you.

i'm hoping to
- have dinner with you.
- go fishing with you.
- go out with you.
 
 
Current Mood: sillysilly
 
 
mizzsee
13 July 2009 @ 11:50 pm
went for steamboat last night,
then some drinks,
felt so bad when I was drinking on a Sunday night,
he sounded disappointed with me....


today, serious shit.
only 2 in a team.
that was like a WOW.
worse of all, there's ut and i didn't even study.
but i think i'll do okay!

as for him, really regretted telling him...
hmmm, i was really afraid of this...
it did happen...i hate this feeling...
maybe i wasn't up to that....
i had a lot of thoughts bottled up....
i just need a reason for the feelings i have.
struggling over it...i want to get out of this...

school tmr,
best thing...i can't sleep...

maybe in time, you change your mind...
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
 
 
mizzsee
27 June 2009 @ 01:35 am
Today is a sad day...
spend the evening at home, when i felt like going out for drink it was too late already....
felt like i've wasted an evening...
but i was just waiting for a sms, call and finally saw him online...
miss him a lot. SUPER.
-& i wanna with transformers with him...
well, should have watch with juemin or even be like chen geng, watch it alone....
i miss him a lot...1:51 AM, i really can't sleep...missing him a lot.
but i have to go to bed already
have to work like 5-2 on sat
and of course 12 - 2 on sun
no time to blog, no time to date...
2 more days and i'll be back in sch...can see him!!  :)


很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信 自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 改变我

你是情人 还是朋友
还没勇气 想得太多
你的世界 如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落


 
 
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: 冲动
 
 
mizzsee
26 June 2009 @ 12:24 am
today got to go home halfway, got to go back to sch tmr
went out with
him just now...
supposed to have dinner at tamp 1 foodcourt...
his parents called to say wanna go giant foodcourt eat.
we ate ban mian
saw something like cockcroach leg in dad's youmian
and we all stop eating...
next went on to giant to shop
have loads of fun :)
i miss him a lot!! :)
can see he tired.
hope he rest well.


-everyday, i find myself falling for u, more & more


 
 
Current Mood: jubilantjubilant
 
 
mizzsee
25 June 2009 @ 02:09 am
i forgot to blog on this important fact:

I LOST MY HP.



can't wait for payday tmr...
next thing, e26c got H1N1...
and i'm still going sch tmr....
the thing i'm thinking of is...
just hope it doesn't affect me & family, and classmate
& also him, his classmates and family
i hope everyone will be fine!!   :)



am saving up to get myself another phone
am loving him to tiny winy bits
am losing interest in sch
am losing interest in work as well

WHY I LOVE<3 HIM MORE...& MORE...

1. He holds my hand so I don't fall.
2. He meets me late in the night even when he's tired.
3. He is truthful to me.
4. I like the way he calls me "girl"
5. He's tall & I'm short.
6. His hugs are priceless to me.
7. I cherish every moment with him, he makes me feel I'm that lucky girl, to be his...
8. I LOVE bus rides with him.
9. We got everything to talk, everything to share.
10. I get jealous when he talks about other girls...honest, i think i'm falling for him...






 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Current Music: I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey
 
 
mizzsee
24 June 2009 @ 09:33 pm
okay, am as lazy as i can be.
as you can see, i haven't update for like so long...

no mood to update,
nothing to update,
you decide!


share some pics...it'll tell everything...

school started, my new classmates.

the girls...


the guys...

and everyone...except for those absent...

for the rest of the days till now...
i'm really lazy to upload, but it all says in my facebook :)



by the way, broke up with anan already....like.....month ago...
everything plan was going on well...until....
forget about it, don't want to say it here....
just all the best...


next, fell for someone...
but wasn't worth it...
hatred grew on him
someone who tried to ruin my name...
i'll never forgive, this i swear.


somehow, this precious boy of mine came along
it ridiculous how we knew one another
it could all have been better
who'd expected to see things this way now...

so as usual...很容易相信任何人的我,渐渐爱上他!

oh my gosh,
我很想他
我想念他身上的味道
希望可以和他在一起
和他在一起  我很开心
但是  他从来不向我确定  他对我的感情
只想等  等一个  不确定会和他一起的那一天
他对每个人都一样的疼  我不想误会他对我的好
很不清楚...





 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: I Stay In Love - Mariah Carey
 
 
mizzsee
17 March 2009 @ 12:38 am
been long since i've made any post.
i've been busy recovering, almost done.
Wound recovered, scars still stays.
it just acts as a reminder for me.
to treat true friends the right way; to see through people.

i tried to move on.
i start to enjoy drinking a lot, alone.
and i prefer drinking alone.

well, the last best outing i had...yvonne's birthday!!

we had so much fun...drinking, laughing and teasing....
 
 
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Current Music: Mr Q
 
 
mizzsee
18 February 2009 @ 11:59 pm
okay, got nothing better to do now.
had a chat with beloved jasmine like 2 days ago if i'm not wrong.
just happened to see her downstairs, really made me feel better.

went out for our favourite pizza hut meal again today with anan.
we had so much fun.and we made a bet...(*not gonna share it here.)

OMG, i was re-watching house of wax the entire day when i'm on bus and trains.
so addicted to it. i tell u, i'm still freaked out buy how things happened in the show. like so oh my god!

and i've got work in the morning later.
yep, not sleeping yet  :)
and i'm stuck onto facebook
i forgot to reply anan's msg-es.
how bad can i be?hahahahahha~!

and yah, planning to go cinema...
jeez....can't wait  for more exciting stuffs to happen~!!
 
 
Current Mood: goodgood
 
 
mizzsee
15 February 2009 @ 07:15 pm
it's been long since i updated. but still...i love the way it is.

i don't get it what's wrong.
nobody get it.
yah,nobody.

and for people who loves to destroy me.
good.u did it.

good saying, you lose something and you'll gain something.

i don't mind.all the things i go through,
it's only gonna make me better.
i realised my past mistakes.
and will never repeat them again.

i need to change. that is to be sincere.
and i realised, sacrifices are never needed.
people will never appreciate.
sincerity is needed.
if people feel it,they'll appreciate.
if people don't,i don't lose anything at all.
 
 
Current Mood: rejuvenatedrejuvenated